Home sick in a new state
Posted by Intuition Girl
Dear Joan,
I am 33 years of age and have two girls that I am raising my self. I just relocated to the state of Maryland because when living in New York my life was falling apart right in front of my eyes. So I pack up my children and left New York. So now it’s been about 5 months since I have been in Maryland and I am home sick. It seems that I can not make it out here. I am temping now but I need a permanent job because all my NY bills followed me. I want to do so much but it seems that I can’t do it. I feel like my past is haunting me. I want to go back but if I do it seems in my eyes that I failed.
I want to start my own business but I am very scared to. It seems that I am never satisfy in what I do and it always seem like I have to do more. I think I moved to fast and didn’t really have time to heal with my issues in New York. It was a stressful event that was holding me back so I left or more likely I should say, “I ran”.
I just want to know what should I do.
Confessed
Julie
Dear Julie
First of all there are no accidents in life! Having said that, I would like you sit down with “you” and take a deep breath and be at peace with the situation that you are in right now. This is a very important step for you to take in order to release once and for all your past reasons for why you believed you needed to run.
I have often said that life is about experiences. So right now I ask you to be willing to face the experiences that you are having and address them through an open and honest communication with yourself. It would be beneficial if you could fall in love with where you are right now. I suggest you allow this encounter to teach you how to become a leader in your life over all your experiences.
Now is the time for you to build a solid foundation emotionally and financially for yourself as you create stability for you and your family.
Do your homework; get educated, gain clarity with the direction that you want to move towards. It does not sound as though you did your ground work before you moved and that is why you are feeling frightened.
So again, I encourage you to sit down in quiet with yourself, create your blueprint with defined goals and values and determine what your purpose is and what will bring you joy.
Once you have a clear vision and understanding as to what you want to do on a daily basis, you will feel more comfortable and in control of your outcome.
Julie, I believe you need to set the groundwork now for what you want to create in the future. I hope that makes sense.
Go to bed every night feeling proud and happy of who you are and what you are doing. Know that the Universe will provide you with the job once you have clarity and know where you belong.
Blessings on your Journey
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